OK so technically it's been over a month but, I'm still getting the hang of this. I've been busy being a mommy, moving back into my awesome mommy's house, starting my new position at work and taking in all the changes that this year has brought me.
On of those changes include me opening my heart and mind to something new but not so new. He has been in my life for 10 years. Not only as a wonderful friend but he has been there unconditionally and has always had a crush. Crush might be understating it but I feel that is appropriate. For ten years we tried off and on to make a relationship work but it just never happened. To be honest it was always me running away. I never knew why I would do this but deep inside I knew there was a reason.
We met as innocent 15 and 16 year old and here we are today as grown up. 25 and 26 both of us with a kid. He gone through a divorce and me having gone through two major relationships. The second blessing me with my beautiful baby boy. I now am understanding why I pushed him away all this time. I was immature and not ready to have such a responsible and perfect for me man.
I am truly blessed.
