Saturday, December 18, 2010

I have to get used to this

My little bubba!

I know I started this blog as a way to express my feelings and thoughts but I just can't find the energy to do this. Wow I meanit's been less than a month that I started and I'm already trying to give up. I soooo have to find my "blogger style".

I've been reading certain blogs that not only inspired me to start writing my own but have already helped me grow and get through this drastic change. I never know that blogs like this one and specially this one. All I had to do was Google the words Single Mom and the wonderful world of blogging came into my life.  Ta Daaa ( in a musical way) is what I heard once I started reading the life stories of these women that I immediately felt connected to.

I just wanted to thank the amazing women that are putting their life out on the World Wide Web and allowing us to tap into it.


Side Note:

Tonight my closest friends (a few single and childless, the live in couples, and happily married couple with a child) are having a Christmas get together at a nice restaurant that I would love to go to. Unfortunately my everyother Saturday night babysitter aka my mom has plans tonight so I will have to pass.

I feel so disconnected from all of my "closest" friends. I mean the last time I spoke to one of them. She casually tells me that they were at "happily married with a child"'s house and I quote "it was all couples we had so much fun" after that all I heard was blah blah blah blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!

Do you really feel the need to dig those claws so deeply into my heart and remind me that I am SINGLE!!!

Grrrrrrrr I'm sure I will get over it.

Eventually.

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